EXAM

exam.
what does it do.

tired.

restless.

fucked.

hopeless.

it changes you.
it forces you.
physically.
mentally.

just to get a job.
and get stressed up.
again.

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MOVIE

i want to be in a movie.
i want to live in a movie.
the ending is always happy.

you like her.
she likes you.
a simple equation.

i want to feel that.
why can't i.
why can't you.

so tell me life.
how does that simple equation.
 turns into a fucking algebra.

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TRANCE

    i should be in trance right now.

i should be high.

i should be in estacy.

i should fly.

high above the mountain.

into the clouds.

where they softly graze my skin.

 chirping with the birds.

watching all the trouble head from above.

laughing cause i'm free.

free from all the bullshit.

but instead i'm stuck here with reality. 

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CIGARETTES

cigarettes.

more like amnesia pill to me.

it makes me forget.

it takes my trouble away.

as the smokes travel to my lungs.

like magic.

it absorbs all my.

pain.

sadness.

all my troubles.

a huff and a puff.

there it goes.

all off it.

drifting away with the wind.

as the smokes carry.

maybe i'll die young.

but i'll die with an untroubled mind.

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ECHO

calming ain't it.

in a silent night.

your snore sounds like.

whisper.

you are too damn tired.

it just echoed in the room.

keeping me awake.

but i don't mind.

cause i rather be awake with you next to me.

then asleep with your absentee.

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ASTRONAUTS

you and me, we are astronauts.

wear your suit.

cause there ain't no air where we're going.

we will go.

not to the the moon.

nor the stars.

somewhere only we know.

just you and me.

far from the jealous eyes.

far from all the hatred.

far from all the troubles.

cause me and you are astronauts.

and we will forsaken this place in search of heaven.

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FRIDAY

its the friday.
happy i should be.
but i cant.

because life is bullshit.
it keeps knocking you down.
tearing you up.

too many problems.
running wont cut it.
maybe i should die.
maybe then it will go away.

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FADE

fade.

into the shadow of a former me.

into memories of what i used to be.

once.
i knew where to go.
and how not to be lost.
                                                                       
time.
                       flew like the bird.                    
changes me completely.

really.
have i changed.
or this is the real me.

doom.
am i fated with this.
or is it my own making.

maybe.
i should wait.
for what to come next.
as time changes me again.

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SILENCE

silence.

not a word whispered.

not a laugh heard.

not a tear cried.

all i need now is it.

time to be alone.

time to think.

time to reminiscence.

when to go.

when to stay.

where should i be.

what should i do.

should i be alone.

or stick with you.

i can't think.

cause it's tiring.

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