i'm breaking down.
emotionally.
physically.
day by day.
its getting more and more obvious.
like there's some kind of sign.
hanging on my head.
saying i'm a fuck up mess.
only god knows how hard i've tried.
to be normal.
to be me.
to be around you.
but never were to succeed.
maybe i'm too caught up.
in a mess that i'd made myself.
wake up me.
i don't feel like living in a dream anymore.
